In Reference

To love's letters.

Sadly enough, like many good things my relationship with Hooper Brown has come to an end. Yes, I loved him with every bone in my body; I sacrificed, and worked on our relationship to the point of tears. In the end it was useless.
I gave up, I really did.
I am sorry I didn’t keep my promise that I would do anything to keep us together. I tried really hard and anyone who knew me while I was dating Hooper would know that I really did love and care about him. I lost so many things in the time of our relationship, but it would be a lie to say it wasn’t worth it. Since Hooper and I have split up I have changed dramatically and I am glad that we were separated. If I was with him as of right now, he would not recognize me. Everyone changes, and I let it happen, I let myself become the person I am now. Who ever that is.
I still miss the way we were sometimes; he is one of a kind. It brings me to tears, tears that I have to hide; that we are not a we at all anymore.

I didn’t even treat him right after I ended things, that is something I regret. I figured if I just treated him the way he treated me in our relationship (and he didn’t treat me like that all of the time) that I would be able to not only receive closure, but scare myself away from running back to him.
Everyone has their weaknesses, and the way I felt for him will always be one of mine.

To never be forgotten.
Goodbye.

Amber Dawn